The Evolution of Me

As i born a male, i found that life would be fun. Following my childhood as a boy, naughty and yet scumbag sometimes. Do what i want, and be i want to be.

As i grown up being a teen-male, my attitudes also grown. From scumbag to an asshole. A selfish self-centered jerk who just want to play and have fun.

As i'm being adult. Maturity came in the form of tears of broken heart. Yes, i fell in love. Many times. And it hurts. Full of suffer. A lot.

As i'm now. I feel empty. Don't know what to do. Don't know what i want. Don't know what i need. And the worst part is, i don't know who i am.

I'm just.... Shit, i don't know.

Tuhan, Aku Ingin Bicara

Tuhan

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Sambil meneguk secangkir kopi

Kita akan berbicara tentang alam semesta

Sampai eksistensi kecoa di dunia

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Dan Kau mungkin tak akan menjawabnya

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Menumpahkan semua keluh kesahku

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